When will this shxt be over?!

119 Days.

That is the day on the horizon. The only day that makes any sense to me at this point. It's the second semester of my senior year. Slaving at the same school for 4 whole years. Seeing the same assholes from year to year. Dating that bum you hope to never see again. It's inevitable. After all that CRAP that's thrown at you, senioritis is the natural course of high school life. Look at me!


I like to think I look like a nice girl. I always thought I would never be the one to suffer from this "disease", but I am. I, literally, have the attention span of an 4 year old. Wanna see my notes from class?

What a shame?! And one of which is an AP class! Sad right?

I don't know what it is. Maybe it's the fact that I'm so close to the end, I think I got it. This semester is the victory lap, and I got the lead. I need that freshman mentality back. I was hungry freshman year! In the words of Lupe, "I used to hand my homework in first, like I was the classroom starter." Now, I'm the last to turn in shit, if I even do it. The shame on my teachers face used to make me feel bad...but now it's just another day in the life of Jup.

AND IS IT ME, or does ANY & EVERYONE get on your nerves?! OMG! I swear, I stop liking someone every single day. Somebody will say something stupid, or walk the wrong way past me, and I'll just roll and eyes and BAM, they on my shit list. Currently, my shit list is working on page 10.



In conclusion, senioritis is a diease everyone will face at some point. When you just stop giving a fuck. When you wanna sleep in at all time. When you stare blankly in class and hope the teacher doesn't ask you to pick up where she left off. When you get off the bus/ hop out your car and whisper to yourself, "Welcome to Hell." When you texting skills reach their peak. And when the guilt of a forged late note becomes a thing of the past. It's senior year, baby. Now enjoy it! & that's if your like me and can sleep in half your classes and manage to get a B. If you can't, I advise you to wake up me love.

*PS, if you love me, you should buy me a shit list for graduation!*