Summer Jam: Tyga x Beat'em Down Brown - G-Shxt

So I was totally against Chris at one point, but this song has turned me around. I'm a sucker for summertime, feel good songs. With my graduation in 5 DAYS!, I'm starting to feel like school is over and summer has started and this song is that icing on top. Listen to the song and tell me what you think.

Friendship to Relationship to Regret.

So earlier today, I was sitting on the bus just thinking like I always do & my ex boyfriend popped in my head. It was awkward because besides when I see him, he doesn't really cross my mind. I just thought about the friendship we had, how it was easy to talk to him, and how he was like one of the best friends/people I had ever come to know. Then I slowly migrated into thinking about when we crossed the forbidden line. Our relationship was great and we tried it 3 times, but ultimately wasn't meant to be. *tear tear* yada yada. Then I was thinking...why in the blue fuck do people tell you to be friends before you decide to be in a relationship with someone?! Honestly, I like to disagree with that statement wholeheartedly! Don't get me wrong! I'm not with the:

Boy: "Hey baby! You sexy!"

Girl: "Ooo, yeah papi you are too!"

Boy: "You sexy & you know I'm sexy so uhhh, maybe we should be together."

Girl: "Ooo yeah baby. I think that idea."

And bow, you got a new relationship.

No. I don't condone that at all. You should get to know the person on a more mental level, of course, but take it from me, a person with personal experience on this issue, losing the friendship may not be all it. Of all my relationships, I have the most regrets with this one. When you are really close to someone and you decide to take the leap into a relationship, you let yourself fall way faster than you should without even knowing how they are in a relationship. The fact that they were your friend will make you give them more leeway and it just becomes a emotional roller coaster. & the worst part about it, you will NEVER get that friendship back. NEVER! Those of you that have a best friend of the opposite sex know how special that bond can be. Then when you choose to be friends again, you and the other person slip right back into your old ways. It's not worth the loss.

I know this post is kinda personal, but I just had you get that off my chest. It's something that I want to want to protect all the people I really care about from. Smdreads. I'll try to keep these post few and far in between.

Dead girl in the front, Dead cop in the back, & 2 live bitches screaming OddFuture is back!

So I've been listening to this little crew of kids called Odd Future for a minute now. They are pretty awesome! If you enjoys songs about fat hoes, rape, & masturbation, this may be the group for you! I was on the bus listening to Earl and was jamming out. So I decided to share the greatness with you.

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It dropped like 2 weeks ago, but this kid is a little demon child and I just had to share him with you all.


I think that might be all I have for today. There is so much more OF music out there, I just dont feel like finding it to share. Maybe another day.

xoxo

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New mixtape drops April 21! Excitement just ran through my body.

& also, Hodgy Beats (the hottest guy in OF) is doing a mixtape that should be coming quite soon.

Good Ass Job?!

Kanye West. *sigh*

What is there to not to love about him? The assholes of assholes. The biggest cockiest nigga I've seen this millennium. And we all sit back and enjoy all his antics.

Well said Yeezy. Oh & we can't forget...

Funny shit..

I've been listening to him since 6th grade til now! I even bumped 808's and throughly enjoyed it, though it reminds my on my junior year flings. That's irrelevant though. I caught wind that he was coming with 'Good Ass Job' and got REALLY excited. All my Kanye fans or music followers know what I'm talking about, but for those that don't...

'Good Ass Job' was suppose to come out after 'Graduation', but when Ye's mom died (R.I.P Donda West), he went into a depression and made the greatness that is '808's & Heartbreaks'. Now that we are all on the same page...

This shit is about to be EPIC! Word is that he's going back to rapping and that is something I've been waiting for! Autotune is all good, but to hear some new shit where he's spittin, I'd give a million dollars and some sexy ass Cambodian midgets.

But anyway! I have school in the morning. Time for the victory lap.

Tightrope.

For those of you that don't know Janelle Monae are SERIOUSLY missing out on some great soul, cybertronic music! This woman has single handedly helped me through relationship problems, heartbreak, and finding my self. Yet, I've never seen her a day in my life. I guess that's what good music does to us. If you need some positive, whole hearted music in your life, I think she may be the one.
What drove me to white this was her new video, 'Tightrope' featuring Big Boi. And her new album The ArchAndriod has me on the edge of my seat! So you should click around Youtube and listen to some of her music. Hope you like it!

& I'm Single!

Sorry I been on a super hiatus!

I hate not blogging, but the last few weeks have been CRAZY! I started talking to my ex, got back with him, and got dumped...ALL IN 2 WEEKS! School has been shitty. Ready to graduate (as we all are). Home hasn't been the coziest of places. & on top of it all, it's all been building up because I haven't been blogging my feelings away.

*exhales* That was a lot. Let's start with what I'm going at this very moment. I have 4 tabs open in Google Chrome (which I highly recommend. it won me off Firefox!). Those tabs are this blog, Sushila's formspring, some book on Amazon, 'Create Post', & Facebook. I am listening to 'Control' by Kid Sister, but I decided I wanted to listen to 'Appletree' by Erykah Badu, so that's but playing now. I need to be doing lit homework, but I got a nice 86 in that class, so I'm good on homework. I need to shower, but that was a bit personal. =/ & last but not least, I really wanna take FB pictures.

My mind is running a mile a minute at all times for some reason now. I think it's the shock of the last 2-3 weeks. I have never had my emotions so out of wack. I'm thinking about crankin a real life hiatus, but virtual life will be all on. I'll only talk to my circle of people and keep all other out. Maybe that'll help me while I put my head back together. Switch back into my gear again.

Anywho, I'm gonna go to bed. Got lit., AP. Econ, & Current Issues tomorrow & in 2 of them classes, I KNOW this healthcare thing is gonna a hot button issue bruh.

Good night guys. I love you mas and thankies for letting me vent to you.

Music is my drug.

So I'm sitting in my moms room and listening to music on Grooveshark because imeem decided to merge with Myspace for whatever reason....shitty. But that is beside the point. I'm listening to all these old songs I used to love when I was like 14. OMG! This shit is crazy! As I listen to all of these songs, I feel myself getting all antsy and my heart rate rises and I just wanna get up and dance my ass off. This proves that music drives me. School is super stressful right now, dealing with a recent death. And even through all that, these songs lighten my move instantly. That shows you the power of la musique (French for dat ahh!).

Repping MHS hard, just like Rajaan would want us to do. LOL. I'll do a REAL update soon enough, but like I said before, school is SO stressful. I just have to keep my goal in line...MAY 21, 2010! :)

xoxo

PS. This post is dedicated to Rajaan Bennett. He has impacted many people's lives, while living and in spirit. MHS loves you so much Rajaan. Nobody will every wear #5 like you did.