Music is my drug.

So I'm sitting in my moms room and listening to music on Grooveshark because imeem decided to merge with Myspace for whatever reason....shitty. But that is beside the point. I'm listening to all these old songs I used to love when I was like 14. OMG! This shit is crazy! As I listen to all of these songs, I feel myself getting all antsy and my heart rate rises and I just wanna get up and dance my ass off. This proves that music drives me. School is super stressful right now, dealing with a recent death. And even through all that, these songs lighten my move instantly. That shows you the power of la musique (French for dat ahh!).

Repping MHS hard, just like Rajaan would want us to do. LOL. I'll do a REAL update soon enough, but like I said before, school is SO stressful. I just have to keep my goal in line...MAY 21, 2010! :)

xoxo

PS. This post is dedicated to Rajaan Bennett. He has impacted many people's lives, while living and in spirit. MHS loves you so much Rajaan. Nobody will every wear #5 like you did.

Just when I thought she couldn't get any better...

She opens her mouth!

For those of you that don't know, I LOVE Amber Rose! She is like my #1 bitch. She's fine & she had a fat ass! WHAT MORE CAN YOU ASK FOR?!

Ever since she stepped on the scene with Kanye with her Dr. Martens and her liquid leggings, I've been madly in love! She just walked in the room and BAM! She was all anyone saw. Shit...all I saw. The only thing that kinda didn't sit well with me was that I had never seen her mouth open! I thought she was a mute or speaking threw off her sex appeal, but it didn't! I'm still madly in love with her, even after her less that perfect interpretation of "I want it that way". She was a dime, but now she's a....quarter? ....that sounded better in my head. ANYWAY, I heard she was suppose to be the leading lady in the Robocop video and I'm way too excited about it man! OMG! ...I'm so gay right now.....no homo to thos whole freakin post. .....WAIT!

Thats for all the male readers! LOL. Okay, no homo for real! hahaha!

xoxo

P.S.- She has the craziest New York/Jersey sounding accent! WTF! I'm falling deeper in love man!

Renewed Obsession: Big Sean

So over the summer, this was my guy. He is sexy as hell & he lyrically able to make my panties drop! HAHAHA! This is his freestyle to Lemonade. It's beast! I heard he had a new mixtape coming out and I'm very excited. I love my pop, r&b, reggee, & rock, but I NEED some hip-hop in the mix.

hot sex on a platter.

Why must he be so beautiful & why isn't he in my life? This is the type of stuff that makes a girl have baaad dreams. ;)

*gasp* I forgot to tell you guys!

I started my gauges!
I know this picture is extremely ugly and I look sick, but I just woke up and I'm trying to hurry up and get ready to see my baby cousin get baptized. But yeah, my gauges! I started at a 14 and it didn't hurt, just stung! It's didn't bleed until like a couple day ago....i need to stop playing with it. LOL. Well yeah, I'll keey you guys updated on this journey to ear heaven LOL. I'm off lovelies.

xoxo

Fxck That Valentine's Day.

So Valentine's Day is approaching us. The one holiday I have always dreaded. It is the time of year where all the assholes that are in love get mushier that what they normally are. From having practically sex in public to over-sized bears and nasty chocolates, it is a horrible holiday that should be permanently removed from the list of holidays (i couldn't think of another word LOL).

This is me on Valentine's Day.

Don't be upset my prettys. I like to sit back and think about think about things. I try to become as numb as possible because if I don't, all of the pink and red will send me into a depression that'll result in a nervous breakdown. Then you'll see me running around like Danger from Ray-J of Love. I think about ex-boyfriends and how they fucked me over. I think about all the shitty guys I've talked to. & to top it all off, I have a annual Fxck Valentine's Day Dinner with my main girls. It's a great time to just guy bash & laugh at all of the couples around us, just knowing they aren't having as much fun as us!


That is me and the crew at dinner! Epic right?

In all honesty, I'm not the total scrooge for V-Day. I wish I had a guy friend around this time. Someone to just cake with nonstop and make my play toy for the day. Those nasty ass chocolates wouldn't be so bad if I had a sweetheart with a nice ass to share them with.

But until that day rolls into my soccer field of life, I'm gonna just say fuck a valentine's day. Those pussys can't party like me anyway!

My Mainstream Fix: Usher- Hey Daddy (Daddy's Home)

I usually hate song that says things about daddy, but this song is waaay too sexy! Plus Usher old ass lookin right! :)

Guys in skinnys *panties drop*

I don't know what it is, but I have this thing for guys in skinnys. It is just so freakin sexy! The fact that a guy can go against the status-quo and wear skinnys while the whole world is calling you gay. That IDGAF attitude just makes me melt. Ugghh!

When I say my panties melted off and ran away when I saw this picture....whew! This is Kid Cudi's silhouette BTW. Gotta love his fine ass! I dont know where it comes from. Maybe it's because all of my guys friends wear them so that's all I see when I go out. Maybe it's because all of my favorite artist wear them. Maybe it's because my last 2 boyfriends wore them. IDK what man! The idea of seeing my guys donk (or lack there of) in his jeans just brightens my day. It's beautiful thing my people.
So guys, short, tall, thick, skinny, try skinnys at least once! For me at least loves! & to those guys that are thinking about approaching me, make sure you wear your skinnys. I only think twice if I can see you ass when you walk away...=)

xoxo ;)

PS - Kid Cudi, marry me. Please.